and today i amazed myself again.

had work earlier. the crowd was &(_)#%&)&)#*@#*_. ask anybody else who worked. some big ego assholes. hmph. but whatever. now i know which events to NEVER work for.

anyway, back to the point.

i impressed myself with my ability to two-face. that said, it's sth like putting on a facade. put on a smile, and i can hang out with ppl that i dont even feel attached to. or ppl that i shouldnt even hang out with.

and so i ponder again, why do i even bother? mayb i should just heck care, and ignore everything. but that aint rlly me huh.

side track, today i felt good. despite all the power struggle at work (certain ppl should know), it feels good to sort things out & wan to play no part in this backstabbing shit. just go back to work & act blur, enjoy the show & have fun.

that's it.

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