i realise dat my blog entries come in abt spans of 10days. its just e laziness to blog setting in. its like i will visit my blog, check out the tagboard... n even tho i have stuff dat i might wanna blog abt, i'll just be too lazy to do it. so dat explains the lack of updating these days.

oh btw, arsenal just won sheffield united 3-0 & liverpool trashed tottenham hotsperms... spurs i mean... 3-0 too. =)

a fren of mine just told me sth abt a forgone r/s. n hey i guess each n everyone of us has gone thru dat stage sometime or another. when u lose someone u tot u could hold onto for much longer, if not for ur life (nobody tinks liddat now i guess. lol) u feel as tho ur world crashes down on u, u suddenly lose e meaning & purpose of ur life. ya... alot of us may b shaking our heads n wondering y we did all dat. but its just human nature is it not? but more often den not, i ask myself y not keep them as frens, instead of having those hatred dat ppl haf after they break up. i mean, y make an enermy out of it, when u can make a fren instead? however in e end u may end up hurting urself just a little bit more, cos u haf to endure everything, yet work on forging that friendship. n sometimes it hurts rite? =)

as for myself. i dono where i'm going with my life right now. a little bit lost. not like super duper unmotivated. i've still got my friends (whom haven been in much contact. lol) n of cos my dudes in NUS. i still love arsenal fc. hell yeh. i still love music. but its just i dono wad r my goals, aims n ambitions.

n ya, i miss the feeling of missing someone. get wad i mean? when dat someone pops up in ur head every now n then, even when u least expect it. when u're staring into space. when u're walking down ur school's corridor. when u're watching tv in ur living room. n u wonder how he/she is doing. how he/she has been. etc etc etc. i tink u all get my point.

bdae's coming in less than a week. doesn feel like it tho. not much of a mood either. nth beats e 21st celeb.

P.S - Boss... u left a tag... W/O UR BLOG ADD. hahahahaha =P

it's 9:41 AM now