WTF.
anyways, just to pop by and type out some thoughts of mine.
well, friends will noe me as e crappy, fun, alwaes-joking fella.
close friends will noe me to be a little more emo, perhaps with a tinge of OCD to go with it.
best friends will noe alot more about me... there's a reason why they're called best friends rite?
& finally... i will noe myself to be e fella that doesnt like confrontations. e fella dat prefers to smile and crack a bloody lame joke to get over dat weird moment. e fella dat keeps qt a bit of stuff within him & emos when hes alone.
but to hell with that. so if you have ever upset me, angried me, pissed me off, made me feel cheated & hurt, DAMN YOU. maybe what i used to think was right is actually wrong. perhaps we do need to block a few people out of our lives.
nonetheless, live for the moment & stay happy (try to learn from ms how). i'm gonna try that too. and to whoever stepped/stepping/going to step on my toes, i'm gonna give u a piece of my mind. piss off.
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that is what my life has been recently, and will be in the upcoming week.
first and foremost, the Engineering Professionalism project. That is due next monday, and it doesn't help that one of the member's work is so bad that it totally cant be used. i dont mean it for like... one portion of her work. its ALL of her work. so basically i did her part for her as well. and to think that she can still call that part of the project "her part". goodness.
our design project is also due in 2 weeks time. testing has to be done. presentation materials has to be done (read: by me). lol. let's just hope for the best.
the other big project will be the case challenge competition that some of you may be aware of. well... we got into the finals! YAY! so exciting... cos we suspect that we have won for our category (but we'd rather be conservative) and now we're gg for the final presentation to go for the grand prize. n the best thing is that this whole project is done with best friends, so the satisfaction gained is doubled, or even multiplied. but there's still a whole lot of things to be done for this... & it will be a mad rush ahead.
so as you can see, will be pretty busy from juggling school work and all these projects. but obviously the last one will take priority over the rest. so... if you dont see me, or i dont reply ur msgs or whatsoever, pls forgive me! =)
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i thought things will turn out okay.
but it just seems like i'm wrong.
感觉。。。好像心死了
& i rlly love this song.
Watch Over You lyrics
Leaves are on the ground
Fall has come
Blue skies turning grey
Like my love
I tried to carry you
And make you whole
But it was never enough
I must go
[Chorus:]
Who is gonna save you
When I'm gone?
And who'll watch over you
When I'm gone?
You say you care for me
But hide it well
How can you love someone
And not yourself?
[Chorus]
And when I'm gone
Who will break your fall?
Who will you blame?
I can't go on
And let you lose it all
It's more than I can take
Who'll ease your pain?
Ease your pain
[Chorus:]
And Love is gonna save you
When I'm gone.
And I'll watch over you.
And I will give you strength
When you're not strong.
Who'll watch over you,
When I've gone away?
Snow is on the ground
Winters come
You long to hear my voice
But I'm long gone
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Well, let's just say that thankfully they're in the team. Cos i was really short of ideas last night and didnt contribute much at all. Oops. So thank goodness for the 2 of them.
hmmm. amazingly i still dont feel sleepy. or rather, i dont really wan to head to bed. because i noe that when i lie down, facing the ceiling and trying to clear my thoughts, my mind wanders... to things that i'd rather not think about.
it's been a rough week. with tests, projects, workshops, fabrication, and something else happening... i guess i'm pretty much drained and done for the week. i'm actually glad that i managed to study and get through the econs test pretty much unscathed. amazing. some shit luck.
yada yada yada.
so its closure of another chapter in my somewhat insignificant life. but that's life, aint it? move on.
Everybody says: "Life is like a rollercoaster. It has its fair share of ups and downs."
I say: "The sad thing is that at the end of the day, you have to come back to dock and get your feet back on the ground."
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