seriously, sometimes i cannot apprehend how some ppl think/behave. & its even more puzzling dat sometimes we call them our friends.
what exactly constitutes a "friend"? there's e old old buddy friends. there's e last-time-my-classmate friends. there's e hello-byebye friends. & there's e friends-of-convenience kind of friends.
i cant exactly stand friends-of-convenience kind of friends, especially those dat r very self-centred... and well, basically e world revolves around them. they stamp on ur shoulders to climb higher, they play all nice in front of u and dump u once u've outlived ur use-by date. i dun getit as to why we even bother to befriend them n make our own lives difficult. n y on earth cant they b more responsive & sensitive to e others around them?
dats y i love my old old buddy friends. dont meet that much nowadays, but we never rlly grow out-of-touch. everytime we meet, u kaobei me, i kaobei u, laff until stomach pain, everybody goes home happy. unrealistic this, unfriendly that. all e kanakanacheebeh lingo. doing all e guailan things together. wont change this friendships for anything in e world.
ok. maybe for 1billion bucks & a hot chick.
morale of e story: forget about friends. just stick to e good old ones.
oh. & never cross a libra. u're obviously looking for trouble.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY (belated) TO ZEFENG & AH POK!
from zefeng's bdae celeb, i've concluded dat if u put wanyi, kim, jasmine & jas together.... all hell breaks loose. hahahaha! dont kill me.
speaking of birthdays, i've received a super early birthday present. flown all the way from FINLAND from my dear BOSS! my boss rocks la. =) very touched ya! especially since it was sooooo unexpected. thanks boss! (psst. i still demand my pay)
今天,很不开心。很难解释到底是哪些事情让我感到那么难过,相信也很少人能了解吧。。。
最近碰到了许多瓶颈,不论是在学业上,或是其他的领域上都一样。。。一直很难取得进步。。。满足于现在的那种“裹足不前”的心理慢慢地在心中萌芽。往往对自己感到很无奈,想说为何一切的一切会落到今天如此的地步。
读了自己很久之前的一些blog entries,也翻读了几位朋友的blog。。。发现到很多人都变了。放下了他们以前的回忆,朝着未来前进。。。难免地,开始觉得自己与他们之间的距离也越来越远了。
回想我自己,在原地踏步了那么久了。。。也许是时候该放下一些感情,放下心中的那些包袱了。为自己拟定了一个日期,想说在那一天重新开始,再启程吧。那么。。。就选择在那天吧。。。
其实我的心愿并不复杂。。。
我只要快乐。难道有那么难吗?