This post, goes out to my boss.
As i'm typing this entry right now, she's probably fidgeting in her seat on her airplane. Well, she's flying off to Finland for an exchange program u c. For one sem. ALONE.
i think that takes a lot of guts. to pack ur bags n leave for a country renowned for its handphones (ok... that was irrelevant), i'd say u rlly need balls for dat. For sure, i dont have dat kinda guts. so i take my hat off to boss for dat!
aniwae, it was qt a light-hearted send off, with all e jokes going on... most of which was directed towards her of course. but i was quite taken aback when she cried before she crossed e gates. then i realised how surreal it must b for her.
well, its hard to say it out loud... but will miss her. our weekly lunches (to b resumed when u come back i presume!!!), msn chats, random suppers. so boss, pardon me for not saying these out earlier ok?
at e end, just let me wish her a very happy trip (with her 1.85m male pick-up buddy no less)... a fruitful learning experience & of cos plenty of love, from e ppl back here in e tiny island of Singapore.
Bon voyage Boss!
Sunday, August 26, 2007
有时候真的很讨厌自己。。。
最近觉得自己越来越不像自己，变得情绪很不稳定，很容易发火和发闷骚，做出不理智的决定。
也许就是mood swing，也许是更难以理解的心理变化。。真的很想再拾起那只会创作写词的笔，借用歌词的力量来抒写出自己的心情。
或许，是时候该找回自己，收拾心情，继续走下去。。。it's 6:27 AM now
最近觉得自己越来越不像自己，变得情绪很不稳定，很容易发火和发闷骚，做出不理智的决定。
也许就是mood swing，也许是更难以理解的心理变化。。真的很想再拾起那只会创作写词的笔，借用歌词的力量来抒写出自己的心情。
或许，是时候该找回自己，收拾心情，继续走下去。。。
Sunday, August 19, 2007
and so the 1st week of sch has come & gone... nth much has changed. still e same old familiar faces in lecture. lecturers still as cannot make it as before. stuff we're studying still as boring & turnoff. e same old girls to look at (aiyah. wad u expect. engine leh.)
it's been hard to raise my spirits or my mood these days. cant take my mind off things.
i miss the holidays when i could just roll around in bed till 12noon.
i miss the few minutes before the curtains opened for Unisono.
i miss the times when we were all slugging out in preparation for the concert.
i miss the times we all nearly died from e heat in mr ngoh's studio.
i miss the times we were all amazed by weiqi's vibes solo.
i miss the times when me & yunxin met every other day, & took bus home after practice.
i miss the times we laughed at yanjie for almost no reason (ok la. it was just me)
i miss... everything.it's 9:08 AM now
it's been hard to raise my spirits or my mood these days. cant take my mind off things.
i miss the holidays when i could just roll around in bed till 12noon.
i miss the few minutes before the curtains opened for Unisono.
i miss the times when we were all slugging out in preparation for the concert.
i miss the times we all nearly died from e heat in mr ngoh's studio.
i miss the times we were all amazed by weiqi's vibes solo.
i miss the times when me & yunxin met every other day, & took bus home after practice.
i miss the times we laughed at yanjie for almost no reason (ok la. it was just me)
i miss... everything.
Monday, August 13, 2007
PEINI IS DAMN BLUR. she got lost in NUS. hahahahahahaha! oops.
aniwae i found dis from my earlier entries. something i wrote back in april/may 06. hope u all like it. :)
望着窗外 遥远的天边
此刻你心里在想着谁
天空洒下的每颗雨滴
又把我的思念传给了谁
二月十四那一天
寂寞是因为没你在身边
却告诉自己继续努力
总有一天 你会多看我一眼
我明白
过去的阴影依然笼罩你的心
裹足不前也算是必然的回应
但我给过的诺言 永远不改变
把快乐给你 幸福给你
等待留给我自己
往后的路也是漫长艰辛
也许会跌到 也会哭泣
但别害怕 我会一路陪着你
逗你欢笑 给你依靠
擦干你泪滴
为你写的歌 一篇又一篇
对你的想念 一点多一点
不能改变的事 就搁放一边
更精彩的世界已近在眼前
在这样的温柔夜晚里
好像听见你的声音
听你骂我无聊和傻气
再轻轻地对你说
“对不起，我爱你。”it's 1:57 AM now
aniwae i found dis from my earlier entries. something i wrote back in april/may 06. hope u all like it. :)
望着窗外 遥远的天边
此刻你心里在想着谁
天空洒下的每颗雨滴
又把我的思念传给了谁
二月十四那一天
寂寞是因为没你在身边
却告诉自己继续努力
总有一天 你会多看我一眼
我明白
过去的阴影依然笼罩你的心
裹足不前也算是必然的回应
但我给过的诺言 永远不改变
把快乐给你 幸福给你
等待留给我自己
往后的路也是漫长艰辛
也许会跌到 也会哭泣
但别害怕 我会一路陪着你
逗你欢笑 给你依靠
擦干你泪滴
为你写的歌 一篇又一篇
对你的想念 一点多一点
不能改变的事 就搁放一边
更精彩的世界已近在眼前
在这样的温柔夜晚里
好像听见你的声音
听你骂我无聊和傻气
再轻轻地对你说
“对不起，我爱你。”
Saturday, August 11, 2007
i admit, dat by my standards, i'm a hopeless romantic. ('blame ur horoscope' so says my BOSS) i'm a sucker for romance, and an even bigger sucker for emo songs.
songs r a wonderful tool to express one's feelings, esp when u're feeling down. troubled by love? relationships? friendships? society problems? turn to a well-written song & u'll nv go wrong.
i'll confess qt a number of songs have left me sobbing after hearing dem (a pitiful sight, rlly...) but who is to blame a libra for being so emotional? tsk.
then again... who can better understand/express my feelings, than these emo songs?
i'll put up a few of those songs soon. so pls stay tuned.it's 10:25 AM now
it's 11:23 AM now
songs r a wonderful tool to express one's feelings, esp when u're feeling down. troubled by love? relationships? friendships? society problems? turn to a well-written song & u'll nv go wrong.
i'll confess qt a number of songs have left me sobbing after hearing dem (a pitiful sight, rlly...) but who is to blame a libra for being so emotional? tsk.
then again... who can better understand/express my feelings, than these emo songs?
i'll put up a few of those songs soon. so pls stay tuned.
Thursday, August 02, 2007