lol. like a little bit bhb liddat. =) but hey. its my bdae, so i'm entitled to being a little arrogant. hahahaha.
aniwae thanks to all my friends hu wished me happy bdae n stuff... yes ur names shall be put up in print ltr on. lol. n special thanks to wangui for the dinner on thurs. =P yanjie, wanyie, yunxin, merbra for e super last minute midnight ktv. dat was dope fun. n for e gift from yunxin & wanyie. its pretty! =)
special thanks to:
my sis & mum, merbra, hanshuo, wanyie (idol!), yunxin, wangui, melissa, jele mei, siyu, sijie, weilun, ernest, clarice, xuebao, aiyun, chihlin boss, grace, raphael, yanting mei, mingxuan sista, sharon, huimin, yanjie, weilin, weixiong, peiyi, tsz shan, yvonne, gilbert, azrul, jacinta, joanna.
if i left ur name out lemme noe. lol.
oh btw, arsenal just won sheffield united 3-0 & liverpool trashed tottenham hotsperms... spurs i mean... 3-0 too. =)
a fren of mine just told me sth abt a forgone r/s. n hey i guess each n everyone of us has gone thru dat stage sometime or another. when u lose someone u tot u could hold onto for much longer, if not for ur life (nobody tinks liddat now i guess. lol) u feel as tho ur world crashes down on u, u suddenly lose e meaning & purpose of ur life. ya... alot of us may b shaking our heads n wondering y we did all dat. but its just human nature is it not? but more often den not, i ask myself y not keep them as frens, instead of having those hatred dat ppl haf after they break up. i mean, y make an enermy out of it, when u can make a fren instead? however in e end u may end up hurting urself just a little bit more, cos u haf to endure everything, yet work on forging that friendship. n sometimes it hurts rite? =)
as for myself. i dono where i'm going with my life right now. a little bit lost. not like super duper unmotivated. i've still got my friends (whom haven been in much contact. lol) n of cos my dudes in NUS. i still love arsenal fc. hell yeh. i still love music. but its just i dono wad r my goals, aims n ambitions.
n ya, i miss the feeling of missing someone. get wad i mean? when dat someone pops up in ur head every now n then, even when u least expect it. when u're staring into space. when u're walking down ur school's corridor. when u're watching tv in ur living room. n u wonder how he/she is doing. how he/she has been. etc etc etc. i tink u all get my point.
bdae's coming in less than a week. doesn feel like it tho. not much of a mood either. nth beats e 21st celeb.
P.S - Boss... u left a tag... W/O UR BLOG ADD. hahahahaha =P
i've got plenty of stuff to update on... but kinda lethargic right now, so i shall do it @ another time.
but still i wanna do a little shout out to jele mei, who's flying off tml for her SEP... MEI. take care of urself ok? have fun but must rlly take extra care ya? will miss u. keep in touch. =)