aniwae. shall talk abt some of the weird dreams dat i had recently. hmm the first will the one dat i had ystd... i carn rlly rem the details... but i just v clearly recall dat siyu appeared in it. lol. n she was in dis pink colour top. hmmm altho i rlly doubt dat she will wear dat in real life. n cummon... shes currently in australia lorrr. hahaha.
hmm another was one dat i had last wk... it was rlly real n stuff. n it was saddening, exciting n v panicky. yeps... so its sth like dis. i was just sitting somewhere on this rlly big field/farm... when dis damn bloody big dog came chasing after me... (must b under e influence of wangui's dog)... n yes... i've actually been chased around a field by a big dog before... when i was a darn small kid summore. n e stupid dog got me... back to the story. erm... n so i was running... n den the dog changed it target n went after my wife. yep dats rite. WIFE. i dono hu she is/how she looks like. i only noe shes my wife (e stupid things dat happen in dreams). n so my wife fell from the horse n as a result, went into a coma n stuff. n of cos, as with all dramas, she was dying.
as such, i went around everywhere trying to look for a cure for her. everywhere in singapore... i even dreamt abt gg on a business trip to US & was at dis big building (where everyone looked chinese) n in e end i ended up quarreling with the secretary, who sits in the lobby of the building... n telling her how my wife was dying n how she wouldnt understand the anguish i was gg thru. n at abt dis time... i woke up... feeling damn sad n stuff.
hey. freaky dream aint it? lol...
Thursday, July 20, 2006
The Smile on Your Face
Why do you come to me
With that smile on your face
Saying that you've heard it all before?
So full of the joys of life
To care for thought at all
But it's you who has free rein.
Why do you torture me
With looks that could kill?
My grieving heart can't take much more.
It is ironic to think that one who has it all
Could just throw it all away.
CHORUS
We're on the rise again
And you can't stop us now.
Why do you think the future is so far away?
You're young but there are younger than you.
I never thought idealism was such a crime
Till you smashed my dreams in two.
Don't believe the patriot,
I don't believe the past,
Don't believe there's anything to be gained in compromise,
I believe in youth,
But you won't believe yourself,
It's funny you never know what you've got until it's gone.
Smash my dreams if you like
but you can't sell my soul (repeat)
Take all my possessions and it might hurt a bit
But that smile on your face will be gone.it's 7:58 AM now
Why do you come to me
With that smile on your face
Saying that you've heard it all before?
So full of the joys of life
To care for thought at all
But it's you who has free rein.
Why do you torture me
With looks that could kill?
My grieving heart can't take much more.
It is ironic to think that one who has it all
Could just throw it all away.
CHORUS
We're on the rise again
And you can't stop us now.
Why do you think the future is so far away?
You're young but there are younger than you.
I never thought idealism was such a crime
Till you smashed my dreams in two.
Don't believe the patriot,
I don't believe the past,
Don't believe there's anything to be gained in compromise,
I believe in youth,
But you won't believe yourself,
It's funny you never know what you've got until it's gone.
Smash my dreams if you like
but you can't sell my soul (repeat)
Take all my possessions and it might hurt a bit
But that smile on your face will be gone.
Monday, July 17, 2006
countdown to last day of work: 1.5 days
MON: morning - CC
TUES: afternoon - CC
WED: morning - CC
THURS: afternoon - CC
FRI: morning - CC, night - indoor stadium (ZPOP)
SAT: morning(half) - CCit's 3:55 AM now
FRI: morning - CC, night - indoor stadium (ZPOP)
SAT: morning(half) - CC
Sunday, July 16, 2006
i dono y. but suddenly feel qt overcomed with sadness. sheesh. wads wrong with me?
its sth like a little feeling of loneliness. is dat the correct way to say it? but ya. its feels somewhat liddat. somehow u think n realise dat actually ppl arnd u r actually all leaving you. some leave quick... some slower... but essentially one day... u might just be left all alone? hai.
n thru these 2 days of performance... i'm rlly starting to feel a little disheartened abt percussion. its like i've reached my limits... dono if i can even improve any further. i'm slowly but surely deproving. i'm lacking the inspiration to arrange the songs dat we play. sometimes i'm at a loss of what to do during practice... n even on stage. my level of concentration n performance is degrading.
mayb its just hinting me dat i shud stop sometime soon. hmm.
when u've reached the pinnacle, things can only go downhillit's 8:13 AM now
its sth like a little feeling of loneliness. is dat the correct way to say it? but ya. its feels somewhat liddat. somehow u think n realise dat actually ppl arnd u r actually all leaving you. some leave quick... some slower... but essentially one day... u might just be left all alone? hai.
n thru these 2 days of performance... i'm rlly starting to feel a little disheartened abt percussion. its like i've reached my limits... dono if i can even improve any further. i'm slowly but surely deproving. i'm lacking the inspiration to arrange the songs dat we play. sometimes i'm at a loss of what to do during practice... n even on stage. my level of concentration n performance is degrading.
mayb its just hinting me dat i shud stop sometime soon. hmm.
when u've reached the pinnacle, things can only go downhill
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
well i haven been blogging for a long time so here i m back again. well... nth much to talk abt actually. except mayb dat night when i worked for Coldplay's concert. woah. it was hot man. rlly cool. n their live music is rlly superb. hurhurhru envious rite. hiak. n of cos rock concerts must be accompanied by the many yandaos(spotted by the females colleagues of cos) & chiobus(spotted by yours truly & other male colleagues alike)... lol!
aniwae since dis is sth everybody's talking abt... so y shouldnt i?
aniwae since dis is sth everybody's talking abt... so y shouldnt i?