i cant believe how f*cking suay i m. its pissing me so much dat i feel like just shouting "knnbccb!" at anyone.

firstly, i lost my stainless steel bracelet while working @ indoor stadium ystd. tmd. dat bracelet was barely 2months old... n it costs me a freaking $92. wth rite.

secondly, while i was still pissed & making my way home. unknowingly sat beside yinhao on the MRT n had to tolerate his nonsense from kallang to bedok. okok i admit, he isnt as bad as he used to be alr. but i seriously wasnt in the mood to talk.

now, my parents tell me they went to m'sia for prayers n e person says dat its not suitable for me to go overseas during this holidays. WTF. i'm seriously dulan abt dis... cos i'm so looking forward to going overseas. i'm considering whether to just f*ck care wad they say n go ahead. i mean wth. i'm working so hard to earn money so dat i can spend on myself. wads wrong. they can go busy themselves being more biased towards my useless brother. i dun give a damn.

AND theres dis person who irritates me alot. when my status is BUSY n i DUN REPLY ur msgs... jolly well noe dat i'm not gg to talk to u. so y keep coming to talk to me?? give me a break. i just happened to somehow navigate to ur friendster site. u wan to add me as friend. FINE. but hell. I DUN EVEN NOE U. stop coming to talk to me.

argh. pissed.

it's 6:02 AM now