unpacking.

basically dats wad i have been doing... n still need to do. for my stuff dat i just brought back from hall. as well as all my mixed feelings.

it feels as tho a part of me has died. seriously. i nv knew it would be dis hard/painful. or how soon it came. it still seems so unreal, but i guess we'll just have to learn to accept it. i've still got great friends out there hu care. ppl like mel, wangui, jelena mei, mingfeng(hu suddenly popped by to ask if i was alright! lol)... n the list goes on. so yep thanks to all these ppl hu will make my life a little easier and the world a slightly nicer place to live in.

my exams r finally finished. i wasnt rlly in the right state of mind/mood to study for my last ppr ystd... dats y a little bit bochup alr. so i'm expecting to do qt poorly for dat paper. not like it rlly matters to me aniwae, other than e fact dat it might just pull down my overall CAP again. sigh. but thank goodness it's finally over.

i've gotta go back for reservist duty or wadeva dis saturday. for the stupid polling shit. how much worse can my life get. n i cant find my peak cap too. wth. n such a stupid recall means i'll hafta cut my hair again. damn bloody pissed.

its definitely been one of the worst weeks of my life. oh well...

i enjoyed the moving out & supper with colin & zhilin. damn fun. altho i lost my watch. wtf.

it's 7:57 PM now