任我放纵的小世界

found dis among qt alot of lyrics n poem-alike-thingy dat i wrote. not too long ago i tink.

aniwae. hope u all like it.

望着窗外遥远的天边
此刻你心里在想着谁
天空洒下的每颗雨滴
又把我的思念传给了谁

二月十四那一天
寂寞是因为没你在身边
却告诉自己继续努力
总有一天你会多看我一眼

我明白
过去的阴影依然笼罩你的心
裹足不前也算是必然的回应
但我给过的诺言永远不改变
把快乐给你幸福给你
等待留给我自己

往后的路也是漫长艰辛
也许会跌到也会哭泣
但别害怕我会一路陪着你
逗你欢笑给你依靠
擦干你泪滴

为你写的歌一篇又一篇
对你的想念一点多一点
不能改变的事就搁放一边
更精彩的世界已近在眼前

在这样的温柔夜晚里
好像听见你的声音
听你骂我无聊和傻气
再轻轻地对你说
“对不起，我爱你。”

it's 7:06 AM now

in the meantime, to keep ppl hu haf been visiting my blog. u all can check out dis song we performed in our 1999 SYF finals. the song dat won us the title after the disastrous first song. here u go.

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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

waitin for e ball to cross e net. blurry tho.

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grp foto 2

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kim said my IHG fotos cannot c face. nahhhhh~

it's 9:57 AM now

Sunday, May 21, 2006

new blogskin yet again. pls tag on any comments.

the most painful thing one can ever experience is the regret of losing something when u could haf held onto it. n today somehow i was reminded of how bad it can hurt anybody. haven u all ever felt dis way before? when u look at something n u realise dat perhaps if u had held on a while longer, persisted abit more, put in a bit more effort... things may have been very much different? n u'd be v much happier?

no point crying over spilt milk tho. but seriously, i hate regrets.

screw it.

it's 8:40 AM now

Friday, May 19, 2006

i just came across sth which disturbs me alot. in fact it rlly fucking upset me.

do those words mean as wad i interpret them to?

was dat wad it meant to u?

i'm not a fool.

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me & mer

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me & grace

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me & tsz shan

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MOS vip toilet

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Sunday, May 14, 2006

no. 25. oh well...

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discussing tactics.

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sundeep, alvin & me. dats my regu

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watching from sidelines

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warm up.

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finally after so long... i dl e IHG takraw fotos

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Saturday, May 13, 2006

i'm back. finally.

anyway new blogskin. just tot dat it was nice. no particular meaning.

i'm still jobless. pretty desperate for a job... altho thanks for all the help from kim & jinghui & tszshan & everybody else. but i still need a job! which doesnt compromise our practices on weekends. hard life. mayb i'll just go work @ music clef.

somebody tell me wads all dat nonsense on my tagboard is abt. hu the motha-f*ckin?? aniwae dat day my fren (he-hu-shall-not-be-named) mentioned how come my tagboard only tagged by girls. hmmm. true enuff. haha. wheres e guys? *ponders*

dats abt it. hasnt been a good week. but i've been thru worse.

it doesn take alot to realise dat. i'll nv b e same again.

it's 10:16 AM now

Thursday, May 04, 2006

unpacking.

basically dats wad i have been doing... n still need to do. for my stuff dat i just brought back from hall. as well as all my mixed feelings.

it feels as tho a part of me has died. seriously. i nv knew it would be dis hard/painful. or how soon it came. it still seems so unreal, but i guess we'll just have to learn to accept it. i've still got great friends out there hu care. ppl like mel, wangui, jelena mei, mingfeng(hu suddenly popped by to ask if i was alright! lol)... n the list goes on. so yep thanks to all these ppl hu will make my life a little easier and the world a slightly nicer place to live in.

my exams r finally finished. i wasnt rlly in the right state of mind/mood to study for my last ppr ystd... dats y a little bit bochup alr. so i'm expecting to do qt poorly for dat paper. not like it rlly matters to me aniwae, other than e fact dat it might just pull down my overall CAP again. sigh. but thank goodness it's finally over.

i've gotta go back for reservist duty or wadeva dis saturday. for the stupid polling shit. how much worse can my life get. n i cant find my peak cap too. wth. n such a stupid recall means i'll hafta cut my hair again. damn bloody pissed.

its definitely been one of the worst weeks of my life. oh well...

i enjoyed the moving out & supper with colin & zhilin. damn fun. altho i lost my watch. wtf.

it's 7:57 PM now