dis is 1 side of my help sheet for my maths ppr on friday. so f*cking proud of it.
Saturday, April 22, 2006
1 down, 4 more to go.
didnt do well for today's physics paper, as expected (duh)... rlly morale to study at all time low n of cos the inevitable mood swings/depression.
disappointed in lots of things, esp myself. words of frens keep ringing in my head. mayb its time to be frank with myself.
had a sudden rush of inspiration just now. but when i tried to pen it down my inspiration failed me again. tmd.
rlly la. wtf is going on? everything seems to piss me off.it's 9:28 AM now
raphael & gilbert wore e same shirt ystd. damn brokeback.it's 8:54 AM now
the guys studyin @ my hse last nite till 130am. last min work for physics. sigh.it's 8:53 AM now
crappy shot @ Expo.it's 8:53 AM now
didnt do well for today's physics paper, as expected (duh)... rlly morale to study at all time low n of cos the inevitable mood swings/depression.
disappointed in lots of things, esp myself. words of frens keep ringing in my head. mayb its time to be frank with myself.
had a sudden rush of inspiration just now. but when i tried to pen it down my inspiration failed me again. tmd.
rlly la. wtf is going on? everything seems to piss me off.
raphael & gilbert wore e same shirt ystd. damn brokeback.
the guys studyin @ my hse last nite till 130am. last min work for physics. sigh.
crappy shot @ Expo.
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Exam Timetable
1) 22nd April, Morning. PC1432, Physics.
2) 24th April, Morning. CS1101C, Programming.
3) 25th April, Afternoon. EG1108, Electrical Engineering.
4) 28th April, Afternoon. MA1506. Maths II.
5) 4th May, Morning. LSM1301. General Biology.
somebody help me.it's 9:32 AM now
2) 24th April, Morning. CS1101C, Programming.
3) 25th April, Afternoon. EG1108, Electrical Engineering.
4) 28th April, Afternoon. MA1506. Maths II.
5) 4th May, Morning. LSM1301. General Biology.
somebody help me.
Thursday, April 13, 2006
dunch noe y. but just had dis urge to do a little soul-searching & reflect on wad has happened thus far... so here goes.
Studies
dis is definitely one of e main things on my mind right now, with e exams lurking just around the corner. i cant say dat dis sem i'm doing damn well, but its surely a far cry better than last sem. at least i can safely say dat i've put in more effort than last sem. hmm... things r unpredictable... i may just fall short during the exams but wth la rite? at least e blood n sweat had been shed. but of cos there r a couple of regrets... for not working hard enuff there n then. for not studying hard enuff for my EE test cos i was bz doing vdae present. lol... stuff like dat which if given the choice, i'd still do dem all over again. so yeh... nothing much to really complain abt.
Friends
i m VERY VERY grateful to e friends hu have stuck by me when it mattered. my pals in NUS, bert, mang, fiq & brother. rlly cannot ask for aniting more. even tho there may still be differences btwn us, but its been... great. to just know dat we've got one another's back. n motivating each other to study. all the jokes cracked. having fun @ ping-pong/jamming. it has been 1 hella a sem, but i doubt i could have pulled thru it without dis bunch of friends. n then again, theres e ppl hu have given me support in one way or another... ppl like jelena, yunxin, kim, grace, tsz shan, weixiong etc etc etc. the list seems a little random, but i just felt dat everybody and anybody deserves a place on the list. so yeh... probably most ppl ba. n of cos 1 other person will be jasmine. for making life a little more colourful, a little more meaningful. n for just being in my life. basically for everything. but i'm oso v sorry, for all the times when i may have upset her in any way. =(
Hall
as each day passes, my time remaining in Kent Ridge Hall slowly crawls away. well, as of now, i dun rlly feel much sadness to leave KR. hmm ppl may now c me as a phantom... cos dis sem i rlly distanced myself from the hall... well cos i tot it wouldnt be nice, for myself & for ppl in the hall... if i rlly do get too emotionally attached to the hall. but despite all dat, i'm still grateful & thankful... cos the hall has given me the opportunity to: (1) get closer to ALOT of ppl... i mean old friends. ppl like mel, weixiong, colin, mingfeng. (2) spend more time with jelena mei. i haven been a good kor. n i sure hope i've made up a bit for lost time during this sem. esp when she's leaving for SEP next sem. (3) getting to noe true friends. there r ppl in hall hu r so fake. but i'm glad dat i've known ppl whom i'll still gladly stop along corridors to chat with them. ppl like mala, van, andi etc. well... not alot actually. (4) picking up takraw. i dono if i'll ever get the chance to play again, but i must say dat i've rlly fallen in love with the sport. n its rlly a big regret of mine, dat i can no longer play this sport.
Myself
through the past few weeks, i've seen myself become increasingly paranoid n somewhat selfish. n i was once liddat not too long ago. i've forgotten how to give happiness to ppl... i've forgotten to care for other ppl. i put my own happiness before others'. n sometime ago i tried hard to change myself. with a significant level of success... i could feel the difference. i'm sure many others could too. but somehow i'm slowing forgetting all these things. n so now i'll try my best to work towards being a better person, a better man AGAIN. n hopefully this time it will be for good. n so sorry to anybody whom i may have hurt/upset/angered. my deepest apologies. i will strive to make everyone happy. i swear.
okok. super long entry. time to stop n go to slp.
haha. found e perfect thing @ bras basah today. great. =)
oh. n happy 24th bdae to my brother. lol.it's 9:23 AM now
Studies
dis is definitely one of e main things on my mind right now, with e exams lurking just around the corner. i cant say dat dis sem i'm doing damn well, but its surely a far cry better than last sem. at least i can safely say dat i've put in more effort than last sem. hmm... things r unpredictable... i may just fall short during the exams but wth la rite? at least e blood n sweat had been shed. but of cos there r a couple of regrets... for not working hard enuff there n then. for not studying hard enuff for my EE test cos i was bz doing vdae present. lol... stuff like dat which if given the choice, i'd still do dem all over again. so yeh... nothing much to really complain abt.
Friends
i m VERY VERY grateful to e friends hu have stuck by me when it mattered. my pals in NUS, bert, mang, fiq & brother. rlly cannot ask for aniting more. even tho there may still be differences btwn us, but its been... great. to just know dat we've got one another's back. n motivating each other to study. all the jokes cracked. having fun @ ping-pong/jamming. it has been 1 hella a sem, but i doubt i could have pulled thru it without dis bunch of friends. n then again, theres e ppl hu have given me support in one way or another... ppl like jelena, yunxin, kim, grace, tsz shan, weixiong etc etc etc. the list seems a little random, but i just felt dat everybody and anybody deserves a place on the list. so yeh... probably most ppl ba. n of cos 1 other person will be jasmine. for making life a little more colourful, a little more meaningful. n for just being in my life. basically for everything. but i'm oso v sorry, for all the times when i may have upset her in any way. =(
Hall
as each day passes, my time remaining in Kent Ridge Hall slowly crawls away. well, as of now, i dun rlly feel much sadness to leave KR. hmm ppl may now c me as a phantom... cos dis sem i rlly distanced myself from the hall... well cos i tot it wouldnt be nice, for myself & for ppl in the hall... if i rlly do get too emotionally attached to the hall. but despite all dat, i'm still grateful & thankful... cos the hall has given me the opportunity to: (1) get closer to ALOT of ppl... i mean old friends. ppl like mel, weixiong, colin, mingfeng. (2) spend more time with jelena mei. i haven been a good kor. n i sure hope i've made up a bit for lost time during this sem. esp when she's leaving for SEP next sem. (3) getting to noe true friends. there r ppl in hall hu r so fake. but i'm glad dat i've known ppl whom i'll still gladly stop along corridors to chat with them. ppl like mala, van, andi etc. well... not alot actually. (4) picking up takraw. i dono if i'll ever get the chance to play again, but i must say dat i've rlly fallen in love with the sport. n its rlly a big regret of mine, dat i can no longer play this sport.
Myself
through the past few weeks, i've seen myself become increasingly paranoid n somewhat selfish. n i was once liddat not too long ago. i've forgotten how to give happiness to ppl... i've forgotten to care for other ppl. i put my own happiness before others'. n sometime ago i tried hard to change myself. with a significant level of success... i could feel the difference. i'm sure many others could too. but somehow i'm slowing forgetting all these things. n so now i'll try my best to work towards being a better person, a better man AGAIN. n hopefully this time it will be for good. n so sorry to anybody whom i may have hurt/upset/angered. my deepest apologies. i will strive to make everyone happy. i swear.
okok. super long entry. time to stop n go to slp.
haha. found e perfect thing @ bras basah today. great. =)
oh. n happy 24th bdae to my brother. lol.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
time check. 2334hrs. tml will be programming practical exam & i've just finished packing my programming file with all the stuff that i may need. hmm... i'm hoping dat some1/any1 will come wish me good luck now. lol...
the stress is certainly building up now... which is of cos clearly reflected by the sudden increase in the number of ppl flooding the library. i dun dislike it tho, cos of the large increase in the number of chiobus oso. hahaha! but yeh... countdown to first paper (next fri) begins. omfg.
aniwae i conveniently forgot wanxuan's bdae on monday. rlly deserve to die. haha. but i tink she didnt expect me to rem aniwae. I TINK.
today was a great day... cos i met alot of ppl (amazing!) mel, wangui & yexiang came to library & we talked cocked for a while. n den i met weixiong & andrea, who both came to library to study as well. n the highlight of the day is GLORIA. hahaha. it's like the 4th time i've seen her in.. 2wks? haha. dats more than the no of times i saw her for the whole of dis sem + last sem. n we went to Arts to grab sth light to eat... n den we chatted over the... hmm... tea break? it was fun la. hurhur. gloria is damn entertaining. lol... n i saw jelena mei on e way too. =) aniwae in e end i'm gloria's temp bf. lol... how cool is dat? n i work for $8/hr. hu wans to hire me as well? haha...
hey gloria! if u're reading dis, come to library more often n talk to ur temp bf ok! haha. it was hella fun. =P
kk... gg to slp soon. paper @ 10 tml morn. sigh.
*hope ur sore throat gets well soon =)it's 8:34 AM now
the stress is certainly building up now... which is of cos clearly reflected by the sudden increase in the number of ppl flooding the library. i dun dislike it tho, cos of the large increase in the number of chiobus oso. hahaha! but yeh... countdown to first paper (next fri) begins. omfg.
aniwae i conveniently forgot wanxuan's bdae on monday. rlly deserve to die. haha. but i tink she didnt expect me to rem aniwae. I TINK.
today was a great day... cos i met alot of ppl (amazing!) mel, wangui & yexiang came to library & we talked cocked for a while. n den i met weixiong & andrea, who both came to library to study as well. n the highlight of the day is GLORIA. hahaha. it's like the 4th time i've seen her in.. 2wks? haha. dats more than the no of times i saw her for the whole of dis sem + last sem. n we went to Arts to grab sth light to eat... n den we chatted over the... hmm... tea break? it was fun la. hurhur. gloria is damn entertaining. lol... n i saw jelena mei on e way too. =) aniwae in e end i'm gloria's temp bf. lol... how cool is dat? n i work for $8/hr. hu wans to hire me as well? haha...
hey gloria! if u're reading dis, come to library more often n talk to ur temp bf ok! haha. it was hella fun. =P
kk... gg to slp soon. paper @ 10 tml morn. sigh.
*hope ur sore throat gets well soon =)
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
i woke up this morning, n realised i was missing 2 ppl like hell. 1 of dem i miss all the time. e other is idol.
IDOL! touched anot? touched anotttt? haha. i haven seen u in sch at all for dis whole sem!! unless u include dat time when i saw u 20metres away walking to the bus-stop. =p
take care k... to both of u.it's 7:17 PM now
IDOL! touched anot? touched anotttt? haha. i haven seen u in sch at all for dis whole sem!! unless u include dat time when i saw u 20metres away walking to the bus-stop. =p
take care k... to both of u.
Monday, April 03, 2006
during pre-exam periods like this, i am damn prone to depression. n more often than not, i put up a false, strong, happy front which greets ppl. but when i'm alone, depression slowly, but surely, consumes me.
n every now n den, i ask myself: "is all this dat i'm doing... worth it?" n normally the answer will end up being so ambiguous... i might as well not answer it.
i'm not a happy man.
...
rubbishy post. back to more work.
a video of My Sassy Girl. nice.
it's 8:52 AM now
n every now n den, i ask myself: "is all this dat i'm doing... worth it?" n normally the answer will end up being so ambiguous... i might as well not answer it.
i'm not a happy man.
...
rubbishy post. back to more work.
a video of My Sassy Girl. nice.