weilin says her fren saw me at suntec. n how did she noe me? cos she went for the DHSCO concert i played in 3yrs ago. omg... nvm. can make new fren le.

honestly i dono how i'm gonna start dis entry... i cant tink of the correct words to use...

the feeling of losing a friend has not yet completely sink in... the shock when i heard the news... n everything... i've yet to get a grip on it all yet. i tot i had... until i read idol's blog... n den i realised... dat every word she wrote strikes a chord in my heart, cos its all so true.

n yes i still rem him as e little boy who would alwaes b so hyped up for everything except CO. e kid hu was as stupid as sijie to break his arm while playing soccer. the dude hu alwaes wanted to play bball with us, e big boys, after prac. e little fella hu turned out into a good-looking dude, always eager to share a laugh.

n as i reflect back on all these memories, it strikes me as to how un-close i was to him. how he came into my life &... left? was it cos of our age gap? certainly not. mayb its cos i haven rlly treasured these memories... until now.

u may haf heard dis a zillion times. cos i certainly haf. but yes... pls pls pls DO cherish e ppl around u.

n if you can read dis, be in peace, wherever u may be.

when u miss some1, tell dem.
& when u do, be sincere.
when u care abt some1, let them noe.
& do it as u mean it.
when u love some1,
love them, with all ur heart.

it's 8:59 AM now