happy 22nd birthday to weixiong. well aniwae him, colin, mingfeng & me wenta dis cafe called Settlers @ holland v to chill out. its pretty cool cos u getta play all e board games u wanna play. n it was cool... like playing Old Maid actually got all of us laffting till we cried.


aniwae kinda in an upset mood again. damn... for god-noes-wad again. n i hate it cos... well mayb i'm a sucker @ expressing myself. i dono y, but alot of times i just cannot express myself properly.

n sometimes it feels like hell cos ppl do come n talk to me abt their problems n such, which i'd b more than happy to offer a listenin ear or any help required. but then wad abt myself? i can give all e big big advices to other ppl while i'm struggling to cope with my own. wtf? ironic isn't it? n altho i noe dat every1 of u reading dis will alwaes be dere to help me, but yet sometimes i dono how to... approach ppl? or mayb to put my faith in ppl?

mayb its just a trait of being a libran. being so emotional. well... too emotional? n at times it makes me feel like a wussy. makes me fucking paranoid & think of all e nonsensical shit in dis world. & at e end of e day just feel like a bloody piece of cock.

c? dere i go again. being so freakin emo. argh. so sick of everything.

n so... what now?

it's 6:48 AM now