trainings have been burning me out & my old time injury in my left calf is back to haunt me again. i have seriously no idea why it hurts, cos it feels neither like the bone nor the muscle. i need to see a doctor soon. aniwae i'm kinda sunburnt... but i'm enjoying the fitness i'm gaining from the trainings (even tho its qt torturous!).

n so ystd we had friendlies... against sheares for both handball & takraw. well... for handball i tink i still pretty much suck at it lah. sometimes rlly at a loss of wad to do, offensively & defensively. but oh well... wad to expect rite? just kinda disappointed in myself lah. as for takraw, played in 3 games, lost all 3. diaos... but i tot i did a fairly good job. hurhur. so oh well *pat on the back* just hang in there & practice more & get bttr.

been reading comics to kill time at home. hmmm... partially cos nobody jio me out *hint* & cos i wanna save $ too. hahaha. n so i've completed & once again. omg... somebody save me. ask me out to do some non-money-spending things. like gg to sentosa! haha. i wanna get a tan. at least a long-lasting one. Islander membership anyone? Regular visits to sentosa anyone? =)

today i watched or rather ... e show starring andy lau, charlene choi & yang cai ni... hmmm not a bad movie lah. but it rlly brings out e important essence of fate in our lives.

i'm a firm believer in fate. i believe that everything happens for a reason. everyone that comes/leaves ur life... it is all predistined. however i disagree that everything happens according to a script... the end results may be fixed, but the process leading towards these results vary according to wad we do, n wad efforts we put in. in other words, the paths we take may differ, but essentially we'll end up at the destinated end-pts. hmm... get wad i'm saying? =)

n dat explains y we have kinship, friendships, relationships, hatred etc in our lives. n it all e more explains dat when sth comes our way, we should not shun it... instead we should accept it with grace & make e best out of it. treasure whatever is given to u n keep a part of it with u in ur memories, so dat even when u eventually lose it, theres sth for u to look back on. be thankful for each n every single person that steps into ur life. be even more grateful to those whom u harnass a special bond with. close friends, special friends, best friends, girl/boyfriends, spouses, siblings, parents, relatives...

hmmm. in short, just treasure whatever comes into ur life. esp ppl who mean alot to you. =)

out.

it's 7:42 AM now