kou shi xin fei.

dats wad i feel now. its like sometimes u dun like a person, or sth some1 said, or sth dat some ppl r doing. but yet... u cannot do anithing to change it all. or rather u've got no rights to meddle with their affairs in the 1st place. still, u cannot help being so negative towards wad has happened n all dat shit.

so wad happens? just put on a fake smile, a fake attitude, a fake mask. look friendly, crack jokes as if nth is bothering u & just try to behave as normal as u can. but deep down inside... is dat really wad u're feeling?

i'm sure every1 has gone thru such a phase in life before. y cant we all just live in a world without masks? every1 can just be themselves... just blame it on our inabilities to control wad others do & how cruel reality is.

enjoyed myself at ktv with gloria & weixiong today... its been a while since i last saw gloria. must keep in touch. =)

it's 8:56 AM now