time-check: 214am, 28th Nov 2005. today marks the end of my 1st sem in NUS. tonight is my last ppr for the exams... n it just had to be the stupid Singapore Studies module. theres so much readings to do... n yet i haven done like half of it. in fact, of those that i read... i cannot rem. i was joking to mingfeng dat my head is like the CTE tunnel... go in then -vooom- comes out from e other end. ok bloody lame.

gonna grab some sleep... for mayb arnd 3-4hrs before dragging myself outta e bed to continue readings. man... i feel like just scolding the examiners knnbccb, flash the finger then just storm out of the exam hall. but nope i carn do dat. i'm just another stupid singapore kid who has been brainwashed to just soak in the appalling education system of ours. OH NO. will i get jailed for saying that? *oops!*

so much dat i wanna do in the hols. so much i wanna spend on. low on cash. bought presents for sharon & sister ystd... so dat means a whopping $100 lesser for me now. n of cos theres still so many more presents that i've yet to buy. when on earth will i get the money to buy sth for myself? blah. yes... i m more than willing to spend money on those whom i care abt. so dun scold me. u all should jolly well noe how i m by now.

n of cos. guys r ultimate losers. rite merbra & weisheng? hahaha.

trying to come to terms with everything. lol. when things go wrong, blame urself, not others. so... -slaps myself- u bloody idiot. wake up ur bloody idea.

gym, takraw, handball, running (& all these mean abs-in-the-making), rock-climbing (hopefully), chinablack, zouk out, sentosa beckons. be prepared. gentlemen, start ur engines...

15hrs to liberation. halleluya.

it's 2:14 AM now