-struggling from all e studying-

i'm having problems with differential equations. theres still laplace transformation & i haven even start watching online lectures for series. i'm screwed. n physics is on friday. oh my god... oh my god.... =(

it's ok if u dun understand wads all dat. cos simply... even i dun rlly understand either. oh man...

i'm pretty upset... cos of the lack of support when e exams r coming. thru these few mnths in uni, i've failed to find for myself a studying grp. or perhaps cos i didnt bother. there was syafiq & raphael, a v studious duo. but i decided to relax & not put my foot on e pedal. buden again, i'll nv find another study grp like dat during the A levels. Weilun, Wah Wei, Ernes, Aiyun, Siaw Lei, Huiyuan, Jiwei. ppl of my standard. ppl whom i can just sit arnd, study & talk cock with. n me of cos being qt ok in my studies back then... obviously not e case now.

n then theres e lack of support from other areas. theres e lack of dat someone whom i can just sit down & throw all my troubles away with. cannot find some1 who shares e same worries as i do. theres no cheerleaders carrying pom-poms & cheering for me outside e exam hall. ok wait. dat last pt is qt invalid. but i just rem saying it to someone b4. heehee. how corny.

in short, i'm rlly struggling. n i dun seem to b doing much abt it.

someone help me.

it's 5:13 PM now