hahaha. check out zhiwei's blog & his latest entry on e challenge. its fucking hilarious. oops... pardon e language. =p

okok back to e topic. here to blog abt handball. n how amazingly disgusted & pissed off i was today. well, for a start, confirm is wun make it to e team. cos e seniors r good (no doubt) n they alr clearly tell us dat we prob wun get to play... so wad to expect? it is true dat they dun haf time to... u noe... wait for e first yrs to improve to a level to b able to compete in IHG. i mean cummon... look at jingxian or jingrui. even they wun make it to e 1st team, but as reserves. so wtf rite?

but e thing is dis: its good dat they make their intentions known. but fucking hell, dun treat first yrs like cock, do wadeva u wan, dump e first yrs dere cos... oh well. they wun rlly make dat much of a contribution aniwae... aint it? n then, after dat come talking abt how impt each n every single person is to e team. yada yada yada. bullshit. still rem dat some1 said dat e handball team... rlly feels like a team. feels like a family. i say puuuuuuiii. fuck dat. c how e 1st yrs r treated? nonsense.

they say dat its all abt grooming us for e future. ok. fair enuff. then they talk abt how we will get to shine in yrs to come, cos e seniors will graduate n we'll take centre stage. true. but wad abt ppl like me? who wun stay after dis yr. even if stayin for dis yr, wad abt e nxt? or e yr after dat? of cos u can throw e qn back at me n ask wad on earth m i doing in e team if i dun even plan to stay? but wth rite... no excuse to treat us like fuckin morons.

e treatment we've been getting these few trainings has been absolutely disgusting... i can assure u dat. in fact it makes me kinda turned off towards handball. IBG was so much more fun, cos nobody knew anything n we just played e game. ran after e ball. shouted at one another. helped out one another. no fucking nonsense. no bloody bullshit. no shitty politics.

i was so pissed, i was contemplating quitting e team. but no. if i do dat, i'd just show dat i'm weak rite? so wad if i just get to carry water? just give me e fucking jersey n i'll lug e stupid water container to every match. so wad? i dun rlly care.

dis is some seriously fucked up shit man. theres a reason y i like takraw much more than handball. to hell with it.

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it's 11:46 PM now