thanks clarice. thanks wanyi. thanks zhiwei. thanks wanyie. thanks ruai. thanks kim. thanks grace.

thank all of u who have bothered to come n ask me how i m. i appreciate that. e world isn't dat ugly afterall.

go read e poem on grace's blog. i tink its beautiful. its exactly how i feel now.

go read idol's blog. read abt how we all have our own happiness, how we may fix it, n how we choose not to do it.

i'm sick of going to lectures not knowing what on earth is the lecturer talking abt. i'm sick of going to tutorials with only the question paper and no answers. i'm sick of doing last minute work. i'm sick of watching people finish all their work yet i struggle to even start doing my work.

i'm sick of letting my thoughts run wild. i'm sick of my inconsistent, unpredictable mood changes. i'm sick of scaring myself with stupid imaginations.

its high time to take matters into my own hands. sad thing to say, but dis world is selfish. no-one is going to help me up. but i'm still going to try to get myself out of this shit hole. i noe i will hate the process. i will stumble. i may fail. but i'm gonna try be strong & live happy.

n if possible, try help a few friends out of their own unhappiness... pay it forward. bring a smile to someone's face. make someone's day. n for all u noe, u might just bring happiness to someone... esp those impt to u.

out.

it's 1:04 PM now