it's been a bad day. haven been able to conc in doing anything. my mind keeps drifting off elsewhere. i've been tinking for the past 3mins abt how to start this entry. but wad the heck. its difficult to pen this down... cos even i struggle to find words to explain what i'm feeling now. its the feeling of disillusion... or more of the feeling of helplessness.

things happen for a reason. sometimes they dun, but more often than not they do. when you feel lost in whatever u do, look for that reason. mayb it'll dawn a little light on u. maybe it will point u in the correct direction. maybe it'll remind u wad u're doing there in the first place.

ok i'm not gg to elaborate more... i'm still waiting... yes... waiting to be told. waiting to see what can be done and what i can do.

so... i shall carry on waiting. n at the same time pray... dat all our prayers be heard... and answered.

it's 9:50 PM now