hu wans to watch a midnight movie with me now? call me @ 97*****7. u shud noe e no. if not dun bother. haha... i'm just stoning here in front of my comp, in a lost of wad to do. dat kind of explains the regularity of posts nowadays...

this wk... not rlly in the mood to do anything. i'm still trying hard to get used to it, dis new serenity of my life. tried doing work. didnt work. tried to exercise. didnt work either. tml i shall try drinking. mayb dat will work. =) thank god there were stuff to keep me fairly occupied this week... my CTW assignment due this wk, IBG captains' supper, takraw training... helps me keep my mind off things.

life goes on... doesnt it? regardless of wad happens. if only i can freeze time... or even bttr, travel back in time... den i'll go a few months back... correct any wrongs i did. do all the things i didnt have the guts to do. take the first steps that i missed. appreciate my parents more. treasure time spent with my precious friends. . take nothing for granted. go the extra mile to make them feel treasured and loved... and treasured... and loved... and treasured..........

and... loved...

in a little bit of lyrics writting mood once again. in fact it nv rlly sizzled since the last experience. i might just be a prodigy after all. hahaha mad. i like to pen down lyrics... n sometimes express wad i feel. n dat sense of accomplishment when completed... unexplainable. hu wan to help me compose the music for the new song... its far from done, so take ur time to consider ok?

its alwaes at moments like dis... dat i wish for a drink. drown myself with it... fall into a comatose. n tml will be a bttr day. i hope. =)

it's 10:33 PM now