well oh well. i guess i'm not destined to escape e claws of depression as well. diaos. no la i dun tink its depression. mayb just mood swing ba? it hasnt been a good day la, to put it simply. all e disappointments dat i've endured today... takes a big part of my morale away.

physics mid-term quiz. 1st test of uni. results... probabaly FAIL. hmm should b almost cfm fail. it was so freaking complicated. totally unlike e past yr papers dat i tried. i mean cummon la. where got... arnd 7-8qns unanswered when they announce "you have 10mins left". furthermore the remaining half of the qns... some of them is anyhow whack one. plus all e mistakes dat i'm bound to make. sure fail de la.

failure is 1 thing. but what rlly amazed me was my own bochup-ness when i knew i wasnt gg to do the qns. qn 1... dono. nvm do qn 2. dono oso. nvm qn 3. n when i realised dat i couldnt do most of e qns... i actually didnt feel anything. n guess wad? i still dun care. i noe dis is a fucked up attitude & i need to get rid of it. we shall c. mayb i can find consolation in e fact dat my prediction was correct. most ppl found e paper screwed up. so i'm not e only 1 hu will do badly. but wth la. finding excuses for myself.

weisheng's gone for a ride alone. bo jio. we had a good chat ystd (or issit today?)... abt friends n stuff. n of cos e usual crap dat we come up with. n all of a sudden... i miss my friends too. of cos i do my minute-ly missing of jasmine. i miss my gd frens zhiwei, merbra, wanyie, yunxin, grace, tsz shan... miss GP. miss my buddy azrul. miss jelena mei. miss ppl i haven seen in donkey yrs. sharon, marcus etc. dis is damn gay. n mad too. but hu cares? i DO miss dem.

if given time, i wan to meet up with all of them. sharon owes me a treat. i'll make sure i claim it. sun bian can catch up with her. btw do i owe any1 treats? hmmm hope ltr yunxin can drop by. den at least got some company tonight. argh.

tml got statistics test. i'll prob die for dat one as well.

someone pull me outta dis depression.

it's 12:47 AM now