i'm sittin here in front of my laptop... stoning away. actually its cos i'm damn tired. hai... which is undoubtedly due to the on-going IBG (inter-block games)... i mean its fun la. but its just damn tiring. i haven been attending dat much training ever since last fri when i sprained my finger... but then again there aint much training in e first place. so tues we were preparing for our bball match only for it to be postponed cos of lack of court, refrees n time. so we played on wed instead... by the end of our training on tues... i had alr strained my right groin muscle which is still qt painful. n ystd... by the end of the match, i had added 2 grazes on my knees to my collection of injury. if dat was not enuff, i strained my left groin muscle later dat night during takraw training. so now i'm nursing 4 injuries at e same time.

backtrack to bball game. it was a damn heated affair which led to alot of shouting towards e end. esp after zhiyong hacked jieming when he was on a fast break n in e end he banged his head into e post. ouch. but seriously i played for like 2mins... n yet i fell like 2-3 times. which i personally feel is qt horrendous. i had 1 turnover for nth... n plenty of mistakes commited. i seriously think i suck at e game now... having watched so many other ppl play. weisheng played for e opposing team n i tink we both felt v lost in e game. i tried to make it up for my mistakes in offence by doing some bttr defence... which was just alright i tink. i did ok on defence. mayb cos we were playing against tired legs. but e pt is dat... after the match... it felt like shit. i felt like shit. e gals captain zhilin came over to congratulate me n said "gd job captain"... it didnt go down as well as it should have. becos i noe i didnt play well. in fact i played a bad game. i hope dat for e finals on sat... i'll perform bttr. provided i get a chance to play in e first place. which i kinda doubt so. sian...

one more thing. I HATE SCHOOL ON THURSDAY! i'm damn pissed. ok mayb with myself cos of how blur i m. n how screwed up my timetable is. i actually missed out dat i have Creative Thinking & Writing tut from 2-4... so i missed dat last wk. n i was e only one hu missed it. shit. but the thing is dat... i alwaes tot my thurs is free. which means dat i can do things dat i wan to. jas can drop by... i can meet frens. i can have a day off. wth??!! i hate this stupid timetable!

in fact... i hate school. i hate studying. i just cannot push myself off the starting blocks for studying. i'm not doing my tutorials. i just feel like shit.

i wan to work. i need a part-time job. to feed myself. n to earn money to spend.

somebody help me!

it's 7:23 PM now